May 23, 2011
So I took a break from posting.. I begin to feel like it wasn't helping me.. I felt like I dreaded posting. I figured it out.. I didn't want to post everyday about what I ate but how I felt. So here's so a new start!
I haven't fallen off.. I'm way over 100 days. In my absence I've received my 10% award, my 16 week award and my 25lbs award. I felt it was a little sad that I received my 25lbs before I got to 10%.. that meant I was way too big! Good thing, I said goodbye to that number in January and I'm not looking back.
My life has taken such a crazy turn. Turmoil causing highs and lows but I'm still not giving in. I'm won't say I haven't had my setbacks but I'm staying faithful. This summer we want to take our kids to the amusement park. Last year we went to Six Flags and I was so big I couldn't fit on any of the rides. I tried to act like I didn't care but I really wanted to break down and cry. So my goal this year is the fit.
So far I've lost 36lbs. I'm a little behind where I planned to be but that's not going to deter me. I have started to work out more and I can tell that it's making a difference. I can jog and play with my kids without getting winded.
Another thing happened, I met Julie.. she has been a true inspiration for me to get back to expressing myself.. so Julie.. thank you!
Well until next time.
